Friday, January 06, 2012


'Cos even the stars they burn.

Before I came into this blank space, I was bombarded with a myriad of thoughts, emotions and ideas gushing at all possible angles, but the moment I’m here, everything narrows down to a single thought. The massive confusion disintegrated into insignificant fragments and it seems as though all the feelings unified into something that is close to being indifferent and numb.

My mind’s been pretty distraught these few days and it is bizarre how I can’t seem to find the reason why. I blame it on school most of the time.

“Too many things to do, too little time.”
“It’s just the taxing routine taking its toll on me.”

More often than not, I succumb to the bleakness of the undefined situation. The rest of the time, I just sleep it off; in the hopes that as soon as I wake up, I sink into a realisation that everything was nothing but a dream. There’s nothing more ironic than telling people to not let their sadness wins, but here I am, doing the opposite.